Friday, August 27, 2010

I ate too much sour food, my chest burned.

Shit. It feels like my chest are burning.. warrghhhhhh... I ate too much bambangan, langsat and bundu, then I had this symptom. Sheett!!!

Delicious Bambangan
Extravagant Bundu   

Tasty Langsat


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Kris Allen - The Truth

Lyin' next to you
Wishing I could disappear...aay
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air..aay

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down...ooww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losin' sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half.

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's an avalanche that looms above our heads
But we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...oww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin.

Oh yeah...

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...yeah
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

It's easier than telling the truth...

Thursday, August 19, 2010

UFOs - Are they real?

UFO is the abbreviation of the term Unidentified Flying Objects that's refers to any object, which is flying and cannot be identified. This can be just about anything you can imagine, from planes seen at funny angles to secret experimental aircraft. It can also mean meteorites or planets such as Venus or Jupiter which can sometimes look like they are moving. There is an endless list of things which when seen by the untrained eye will not be readily identifiable.

Do I experienced any of these? Well YES of course I've even managed to see a few myself. I forgot the exact times but during year of 2000 somewhere between August and September, while reading Geography books at my backyard I did thought I saw something strange. The sky was totally blue at that time, so I wore sunglasses in order to illuminates some of tense lights from the sun. I was listening to Sabah VFM at that point while looking at the sky. The clouds are moving freely with the soft winds , totally making me feels fresh and relax. I was lying on a long wood chair and looking at the sky at that moment. And there is something up there makes me wonder what it is. It was , as far as I can remember, a gray object, not round in shape but I think it was like a cylinder, was statically floating there. I thought it was some sort of plane, but then the radio signal buzz off, and then the mysterious object suddenly disappeared. It was a strange event. I didn't understand what happened back then , it was so spontaneous. Then again I thought it just nothing, but now when I recap what happened on that day, I knew what I saw was a super rare experience. Is it UFO? I think so. Does the alien watching me back then? I have no idea.

Debunking some myths

There is no evidence for UFOs
Wrong, there is plenty of evidence. There are several hundred radar tracings, physical ground traces and tens of thousands of witnesses. There are several cases where people have received radiation burns from UFOs when they have been in close proximity and there are even some reported deaths.

UFOs are only seen by unreliable witnesses or cranks
This is just a myth which betrays ignorance in some people who should know better. There are UFO reports from not just members of the public but also commercial & military pilots, members of the police, astronomers and many other reliable or trained witnesses.

The American government gave up investigating this subject in 1969
There are some 30,000 documents released under the American freedom of information act that show that this is not the case. Despite denials they still study this subject.

Most UFO pictures are fakes
Some certainly are but investigators are keen to find and remove them, often going to great lengths to do so. The question is usually "What is this?" not "Is this Alien?".

Science has better things to study
Like what? Science is there to solve mysteries - not to make judgements, perhaps it could get off it's backside it could solve the mystery but at this moment it can't be bothered. Science has, in this case failed us.

No official has ever admitted UFOs are of extraterrestrial origin.
I found this rather surprising myself but actually a whole string of American and sometimes British officials
have said exactly that.  By officials I mean the heads of the British and American air forces during the second world war and others of equal high standing.  The best of course are the American and Russian Presidents who also stated the above.

The Governments know whats going on and they cover it up.
Yes and No. I do think there are some people, especially those involved in Air defense who know more about whats flying about out there than the rest of us, it is after all, their job. I could imagine that if you knew the capabilities of all your aircraft (including experimental and secret aircraft) and you knew what other countries had, then you could compare their capabilities and if something else was showing up significantly better then what we had you could conclude that they weren't local. If your job is to defend the skies you might not like to admit that there is something about which you can't do anything about.
If there is a cover up that's probably pretty much it. Some countries are happy to say there are things which they can't identify in their skies. It seems to be a British and American thing not to admit such things. When there was a number of sightings in 1994 in the UK it wasn't exactly big news. However when the same thing happened in Belgium 3 years before their reaction was to hold a press conference.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010


I played a lot of video games. I usually play games on proper console, not on PC. So basically I don't prefer online/network sharing games. I play games on Playstation I & II, Gameboy Color & Advance and Playstation Portable. So here are the top games of my life.

POKEMON!!! Hehehe. I play this game since primary school on various version, cards to video games. I finished play all of it's version (Generation I - Yellow, Blue, Red   Generation II - Gold , Silver, Generation III - Ruby , Sapphire, Generation IV Diamond , Pearl) And I heard they will launch the upcoming Generation V - Black , White.  Looking foward to experience the whole new world of Pokemon. Hehe. The objective is simple and fun. Raise your captured Pokemon and defeat Gym Leaders, The Villains , and lots of other trainers. The fun? Watch your pokemon evolve and grow up with various moves/technique.                                                                                                  

DIGIMON RUMBLE ARENA. I play both version, Rumble Arena I and II. The first one is on PSOne, and the second on is on PS II. There's no major storyline to be play, just fight against each other. I like the characters, since I do grew up watching this anime.

GRAND THEFT AUTO. The world of freedom. I play GTAIII and Vice City on my PC, though I own it's DVD for PSII, while for GTA Liberty City , I play it on PSP. This game so great, I swear! You can shoot the pedastrian and walk away like nothing to be sorry. Hit and run, kill the police, have sex with woman (well this one you need some technique, and it's only virtual) steal someone's cars just like that. Aaarrhhh.. the missions are so great, some of them are hard but worth to try. I finished play all of the mention version of GTA above.

NARUTO : ULTIMATE NINJA SERIES. All version is on PS II and done played. I started play the game from Narutimate Hero II, proceed by Narutimate Hero III and continued by Naruto Accel I and II. Looking foward to play Naruto Accel III which available only on PSP. I'm totally pro at this game so don't think you can win so easily. I can guarantee, you'll lose. Hehe.

SUPER MARIO!!!! The legendary game. Hahaha. There's lots of version available and multicross platform. It's available on SNES, GameBoy, and PC. I heard you can play it on PSP too but I haven't tried yet. So, i guess you did play this game before didn't you? I bet you'll say YES!


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Always the Great - Kadazan Love Song.

Voos nu Dumandang Doid Matoku ( lit: Your face always seen in my sight)

Nokuo matu oluo ti ginavo ku
Songian kohondom zou diau
Sogian zou intong diau di koniab
Voos nu nakagakut ginavo ku

Songian zou minimpanau doiho tomu
Intong ko dogo intong zou poh diau
Pongiak kono voos nu oomis nokito ku
S'lajur na'ambit ku id damin ku

Songian zou nopo modop doiho damin ku
Voos nu dumadang doid mato ku
Makan modop zou poh nga au onsikou
S'lajur zou nopo kohondom diau

U'oto zou di ina nokuo tu ingka ko di do baino
Kangku aiso nunu ina
Ongoi zou vagu intong diau di koniab
Tapi aino ko doiho kopusan ku

Why does my heart feeling uncomfortable
Whenever I think about you
Eversince I saw you yesterday
Your face is stuck somewhere in my heart

When I walk at the Tamu*
You look at me, I look at you back
You smile , and I thought it was so beautiful
So nice , i keep thinking and brought it at home

Whenever I go to bed in my room
Your face always seen in my sight
When I sleep or eat, It doesn't made me forget about it
Because I always think about you

Then my mum ask me why all of the sudden I'm like this
And I said there's nothing wrong
I walk back to the Tamu looking foward to see you
But then, you were not there anymore

Tamu - Shopping place / mall / sunday market

These Songs Reminds Me Much Of My Past

1. 1973 - James Blunt
2. We Are One Tonight - Switchfoot
3. What Hurts The Most - Rascall Flats
4. Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
5. Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
6. Don't Wait - Dashboard Confessional
7. Be Yourself - AudioSlave
8. Capital ME - Taking Back Sunday
9. Ladies in Red - Chris Deburgh
10. Easier To Be - Lifehouse
11. Sacrifice - Elton John
12. Everything I do, I Do It For You - Bryan Adams
13. I Believe - Yamaguchi Yuko
14. I Started A Joke - BeeGees
15. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
16. HeartBeat - Wang Lee Hom
17. It's Your Blood - Gospel Song
18. Let Me Take You There - Plain White T's
19. Go West - Pet Shop Boys
20. The Violet Hour - Sea Wolf